At this moment, I feel like an outsider,
Peering in on the family crowd,
A peeping tom, a masked intruder,
Quietly watching the family, loud.
Sometimes I’m needed, but not always wanted,
A life journeyman, with no forward path,
I know the reasons for feeling this way,
If it wasn’t so serious, I think I would laugh.
I feel I deserve more, not less,
More of what though, I couldn’t quite say,
I have given you about all of me,
But I get back less now than yesterday.
I want to express to the world, my love
Shouting from the tallest steeple,
I want to prove just how much I care, but
Fear my declaration would appear feeble.
I can’t exhibit my love, that much I know,
I’ve messed up, big time, that’s very true,
I can’t reveal myself more than a silhouette,
Or the love reserved in my heart for you
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